|self check out / self realization
||[Jul. 23rd, 2009|11:01 am]
|||||off with their heads||]|
I'm finally moved out of my apartment that I had with Eric, Mike, and Chelsea. I'm pretty happy about it, that place was kind of starting to bum me out. Moving is hell. Luckily when I goto New York, I won't have to go through as much since I'm not taking as much with me. I can't wait to get out there, I wish I could leave earlier, but I want to stick around to see some people and save up a little more money. I'm leaving the last week of August. (Aw, Moxie is dreaming in her sleep haha) In the meantime, I'm staying at my grandma's house. I'm really looking forward to new experiences in New York, and figuring out some things for myself. I really hope I can turn my head off of everything that I've become so comfortable and dependent on with making me happy. I hate when things don't work out, my thoughts just sprial down to the"end of the world" scenerio - and I get hopeless when things don't pan out the way I wished they would. I'm slowly learning that
Some things are just out of my hands.
... and I'm just wasting life being upset about it.